I found out a couple of days ago that my grandmother was lying about how bad her condition is. She isn't dying, exactly, but she is old and very ill from the tumour in her stomach. I've been trying to cheer myself up with Doctor Who music videos... most of them are about the Doctor and the Master, I must confess. I just feel so down at the moment and I keep forgetting to update my blog. It does feel a lot better talking to a blog about these things. Other than my grandmother's health I have very little to say. I thought I'd share this with you which I found on YouTube which is that song the Master was singing at the beginning of "LotTL":



I have to clear out my room though so I can move in to the big room next door. I think I will take the room next door because it has a bigger wardrobe and there is more space for me in there^^

Love Sophie

PS: Jesus, my parents never miss a chance to fight - idiots.

My parents will fight over the slightest thing. My dad is such a bad tempered old man and my mum has a horrible screech on her - like nails on a chalkboard. They both drive me mad sometimes. I think I've said before that I wish I could just grow-up and leave all of this behind... but they I'll probably get married and have fights myself. I've seen my parents fight and they have awful fights. Awful fights. Once I even called the police because I was so scared - the things they said were so horrible and I'm the first to say my dad was always unpredictable. I love them both - I think I am more emotionally attached to my mum than my dad. I do love my dad, but he isn't the short that a girl can depend on like Frenchy says in "Grease". If anything, he behaves like an older brother most of the time, always being silly. He fights like a child too - it's so annoying.

At times, I have felt like the grown up. They squable like two teenagers - and I'm the kid here! I suppose I don't know that it is to squable because I've never had to live with any siblings.

Also I've been having ym headaches again - not sure why. If it carrys on much longer I'll make an appointment at the Doctors or something. I might need to up my tablets (I take pitozifen... or something like that.)

Sophie

I got bored today so I decided to take some personality tests... and the results were quite spokey because they were answers I could go along with, especially the shortest personality test. I have taken all of these before on and posted them on MySpace but these are the first ones I've put here:

Your Personality Profile

You are pure, moral, and adaptable. You tend to blend into your surroundings. Shy on the outside, you're outspoken to your friends. You believe that you live a virtuous life... And you tend to judge others with a harsh eye. As a result, people tend to crave your approval.

The World's Shortest Personality Test

That is so true! I was surprised that just by choosing a picture out of eight (I think there were eight) they summed up the basics of my personality. I do enjoy the virtuous life, I must admit, I could never be a liver for the passions because they just don't thrill me. They rather bore me and make me feel less than I am. I need to feel in control of myself.

You Are a Mermaid

You are a total daydreamer, and people tend to think you're flakier than you actually are. While your head is often in the clouds, you'll always come back to earth to help someone in need. Beyond being a caring person, you are also very intelligent and rational. You understand the connections of the universe better than almost anyone else.

What Mythological Creature Are You?

Well, I have taken these tests before and I always come out as a nymph, siren or mermaid. I don't know why.

There's a 53% Chance That You Need Therapy

If you think you need therapy, you probably do. But there's a good chance you don't. Like everyone else, you have your fair share of problems. And unlike most people, you're fairly good at solving them yourself.

Do You Need Therapy?

At the beginning of this year my mum nearly died after two cardiac arrests. I don't think I've ever got over that. I'm still worried about her even though she's never been better since. I always where a Christian cross and haven't removed it for a great length of time since my mum's first night in hospital. I really thought she was going to die. I'd never been so scared in all my life... I'm not suprised that I might need therapy.

Your Kisses Are Medium-Hot

Your kisses are definitely sexy, but you're not about to make anyone gasp for air. You take it slow and steady... and you ramp things up when you get the right signals. Your kissing style is adaptable and adept. And people who kiss you love it!

How Hot Are Your Kisses?

Well... I am virtuous^^

Your Political Profile:

Overall: 15% Conservative, 85% Liberal Social Issues: 25% Conservative, 75% Liberal Personal Responsibility: 0% Conservative, 100% Liberal Fiscal Issues: 0% Conservative, 100% Liberal Ethics: 25% Conservative, 75% Liberal Defense and Crime: 25% Conservative, 75% Liberal

The Part of You That No One Sees

You are passionate, romantic, and emotional. You put love first in your life, even though you have often been disappointed by it. You expect to be swept of your feet, and you never expect infatuation to die out. Underneath it all, you are scared that you aren't lovable. Your insecurity has ruined many relationships, as you are unable to see the love that's really there. You are secretly afraid of being alone. Confronting your insecurities is incredibly painful.

HA! Yep, that's me. I'm told by friends that I'm adorable but I'm always worried people think I'm too pure.

And finally...

You Are a Snarky Blogger!

You've got a razor sharp wit that bloggers are secretly scared of. And that's why they read your posts as often as they can!