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31 December 2007 @ 22:03
musing thirty-six  

Well... I thought I better just make my last post of this year. 


H  A  P  P  Y    N  E  W     Y  E  A  R  S




What a year it has been! 

There has been more good and bad this year, sadly. Here is a very short review: 

My mum nearly died, my grandmother got sick and is now dying, I had to get into college, I did my GCSEs,  I began college and had to find new friends as well as keep old ones, and started this journal. Thankfully, my mum didn't die and is alright now, I got into college, I passed my GCSEs, started college on a high note and made new friends, and you can decide whether this journal is for the good or the bad. So I suppose there has been a lot of good this year really. Sadly there is nothing I can do for my grandmother, though.

All I can say now is HAPPY NEW YEAR and I'll see you in 2008!

Love Sophie

xxx

 
 
Feeling: content
 
 
musings of a forgotten teenager
15 August 2007 @ 19:09
musing fourteen  
I've had a pretty lousy day. Well, yesterday was better certainly. I went out with my mum for an Indian yesterday to try and take our minds of my grandmother. She came home from the hospital today because there is nothing more they can do for her. I don't know exactly how much longer she has to live but now I have an excuse for not updating my blog recently. My mum was reaclly upset of course and feel on edge. I haven't cried nearly as much as I thought I would. I suppose it's because of the last few years with my mum and the shock at the beginning of the years when she nearly died. I have to believe that was the last time I ever really cried. I cried a life time of tears with none left to spare.

See life is going to throw me all sorts of crap and I can't go around feeling sorry all the time. I just have to get through my life and hope that, some how, I'll cope. Even though things are going to the cleaners there is still a tomorrow. I'm not very good with grief, I hate being given pity and I hate crying too much. I suppose I'm just a true Britt. A proud one.

Sophie
 
 
Feeling: crushed
 
 
musings of a forgotten teenager
05 July 2007 @ 14:38
musing six  

I found out a couple of days ago that my grandmother was lying about how bad her condition is. She isn't dying, exactly, but she is old and very ill from the tumour in her stomach. I've been trying to cheer myself up with Doctor Who music videos... most of them are about the Doctor and the Master, I must confess. I just feel so down at the moment and I keep forgetting to update my blog. It does feel a lot better talking to a blog about these things. Other than my grandmother's health I have very little to say. I thought I'd share this with you which I found on YouTube which is that song the Master was singing at the beginning of "LotTL":



I have to clear out my room though so I can move in to the big room next door. I think I will take the room next door because it has a bigger wardrobe and there is more space for me in there^^

Love Sophie

PS: Jesus, my parents never miss a chance to fight - idiots.

 
 
Currently At: does it matter?
Feeling: crappy
Listening To: I Can't Decide - Scissor Sisters